Friday, July 21, 2006

so far . . . not so good

ugh, another early 5:30 morning, even after keeping him up a little later, usually that works. I'm worn thin. I finally broke down this morning talking to my mom. I think I have expectations for myself that are just too high. I think that everyone else does such a better job, but all the while, everyone else has been through the same thing in their own time and struggled through just like me.

This week has been really hard. I hope today gets better. Ben is screaming himself to sleep right now. It's taking him longer lately, usually he goes right down. I had to make Charley go down for a nap because it was time. I think we're all wearing thin. At least they're both asleep now, or will be soon. I need a break. Finally quiet. ahhhh

1 comment:

Jen B said...

Hi, Leigh! I'm praying for you! I know how hard it is to see the light when you're in the middle of it all. Know that God is there with you!
Keep writing!